PLAYER NAME:Dilly
CHARACTER NAME: Serene Charlord (
sereneflame)
SERIES: Original
CURRENT CANONPOINT: Aged 20, having been rejected for Royal Guard duty
REQUESTED CANONPOINT: Aged 22 by her calendar, 600 days later.
Here is a link to a summary of her time at home.
PERSONALITY CHANGES: Serene's gained a lot of perspective in her two years away.
Time and experience have dulled her hurt at being rejected by the highest levels of her society. Her first step in healing the sting was choosing to walk away rather than going back to try and impress them with her "pyromancy" and knowledge of other universes, and from then on she's deliberately been starting off with a clean slate again and again. By travelling with Dr Borekko from community to community, she's learnt from him both how to be patient about earning respect from strangers and to maintain a certain flexibility when looking for her place in society. She's no longer so immediately competitive, though that is more from learning a certain mindfulness rather than losing those qualities altogether.
She's started to discover who she's comfortable being: an active defender of the weak, a warrior magician who wields her fire but mainly depends on her blades in battle. She's a bit more willing to play the long game when it comes to rising to the top of the pack, having slowly learned that respect is best earned through proving her steadfastness and reliability rather than attempting to be the best at posturing.
In her time with ALASTAIR Serene was told about non-sentient animals as food sources and beasts of burden and found the concept repugnant, since her society banned animal husbandry over half a millennia ago, but now she's lived with the Oryx nomads tending to camels she's had to admit she was very wrong about her societal assumptions.
She's come to understand that her people's philosophy on food is very black and white. She's still adamant that hunting sentient beings and hunting for sport is disgusting, but her time with the Crowmen and their culture of solemn corpse consumption has opened her eyes to the fact that meat eaters can still be respectful of the people that they are eating. She can accept eating carrion and at a pinch killing non-sentient animals cleanly and away from their kin if it's for survival, but she still practices her dietary restrictions. She is now of the modified opinion that meat should be eaten with respect, thinking of the individual who died in order to allow another life to continue.
She's going to be incredibly pleased to see other humans again for the sake of her ego, for her flat-faced skull is unappealing to long-faced and beaked sentients and she's missed having people look at her and seeing someone beautiful. Her arrogance has taken a real beating, for her looks and her heritage have meant nothing at all in the communities she's moved into, which initially lead to many nights of pique and sulking as she became uncomfortably aware how much of her self-worth she hinges on being immediately recognised as being obviously noble-blooded and beautiful. She knows now that her bloodline isn't actually unique, for there is more than one Mance stone in the world, and thus the humen and the Charlords are only top of the pack for as long as no one else decides to excavate out more magic sources. She's not inherited anything special, for her magic is a gift from ALASTAIR rather than an innately awakened talent, and thus what she suffered through as a child and an adolescent is far less justifiable than it had once seemed.
She's still a work in progress, but overall she's a bit chiller and more patient than she was before.
She now has a far more comprehensive dislike of all felines.
ABILITY ADJUSTMENTS: Serene's now adept at riding camels, tending to their needs and fighting on camelback. She knows how to wield a lance. She is now far rustier at the harp, having not played in years.
She also knows theoretically how to deflesh a corpse as part of a funerary rite. She's acted as a doctor's assistant to Dr Borekko and has learnt from him how to provide basic medical aid, though much of her learning is rooted in using herbs that won't be available on other worlds.
INVENTORY UPDATES: +
spear+ white linen robe and face wrap
-ALASTAIR uniform
-pearl hairpins